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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region Forums"I知 tired of smiling-tired of having to worry about some stranger feeling uncomfortable..."
Don
August 10, 2014 at 9:04 am
It is amazing how black men can keep their sanity despite the insanity that happens to them. I remember one time I took my wife to a medical appointment at an office building, usually I drop her off at the entrance and I wait in my car in the parking lot usually listening to music or talk radio. Anyway this one time I decided to go in the lobby to use the rest room. As I exited my car this white lady was walking towards me, the look of fear she had or her face was palpable, she clutched her purse so tight her hands turned red. As usual I smiled at her to ease her fears, see Ive discovered that when I run into white people on a one on one situation I smile just so they will feel comfortable. Im tired of smiling; Im tired of having to worry about some stranger feeling comfortable or uncomfortable in my presence. Why is it that when Im the only black person in an elevator with a bunch of white peoples, nobody smiles to make me feel comfortable? Why is it that when Im anywhere and Im the only black person there, nobody smiles at me to make me feel comfortable? The average black man will tell you, if hes lived long enough, that hes discovered certain mechanisms he uses to make people feel comfortable in his presence. So now another black kid is dead under unclear circumstances, another black community is in pain, and another policeman is on paid administrative leave. By this time tomorrow well know everything this young black kid has done since he left his mothers womb, the good and the bad, the right and the wrong. Ive got an eight year old son; I used to wonder about what college he will attend or what does he want to do when he grows up. As black men weve learned to focus our thinking on the present more so than on the future when it comes to our black boys.[/blockquote]
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BronxBoy
(2,286 posts)Thank you for posting this. We are sick and tired of this BS.
Just the other day, right here on DU in regards to the Eric Gardner situation, a someone posted that all Black and brown folks have to down is obey orders and make sure we are physically fit and the police will not harm us.
Why do we have to put up with this shit???
Spitfire of ATJ
(32,723 posts)2naSalit
(86,586 posts)But I will say, being a brown person who works with the public on a major scale (and where non-white-skinned folks are few), I make sure that I smile at the non-white-skinned and not clearly Murikin folks far more just to try and make them feel welcome. The few persons of color whom I meet are usually far more intelligent than the the commonly encountered too.
just sayin'.
Scuba
(53,475 posts)it was one of a love/hate sort of choices. If it makes you want to have lunch, I guess it helps one in deciding when to take a break!
truth2power
(8,219 posts)Always wondered what it meant. Tuna salad. Geez!
drm604
(16,230 posts)Even after Scuba's comment about lunch, I still didn't get it. It thought maybe it was referring to some exotic dish that I wasn't familiar with.
2naSalit
(86,586 posts)It was my favorite (and last) kitty's name... because her wet food was primarily fish and I would hold her after she ate - when she was really small. She was wild and would use up so much energy straddling her bowl and devouring her food that she needed to be burped until she figured out that nobody was going to take her food from her. And kitty tuna burps are particularly funky so it became part of her full name.
Since then the phrase has morphed into numerous double-entendres.
truth2power
(8,219 posts)I assume that kitty is no longer with you. I'm sorry.
The animals we bond with provide us with so many beautiful memories (although 'tuna breath' leaves something to be desired, I expect).
I recently had to have my dog put down. It broke my heart. He was nearly 15 y.o., but still....
We never want them to leave us.
> > >
I do have a Siamese kitty, tho'. He is a stitch.
2naSalit
(86,586 posts)helps me to keep the fond memories near. I write as I look at a framed photo of her at about 4months old. She was a tortie-point Siamese with all the attitude and a face that was half orange and half dark brown, split right down the middle... each side having speckles of the opposite color. Best kitty I ever shared my home with. Her full name was Luna the 2nafish wild ferocious beast. She was all of that and more. Like having a dog dressed up in a kitty costume, guarded the yard from dogs and strangers, patrolled the perimeter of the yard every night before going to bed. She'd warn me if someone came in the yard while I was in the cabin. Awesome cat, her two best animal friends were dogs, and she played tag with the squirrels who taught her to run up a tree and along the top rail of a hurricane fence at lightning speed. An owl got her.
And I can relate to your dog story, I was at the passing of my favorite dog who was well over 18.5 years old, two weeks ago today. She was really cool, not my dog but I watched her for a couple months this spring while her mom healed up from a broken ankle. She was awesome too. We were great pals and went on many hikes together. She didn't trust many people so I was honored that she trusted me.
Hard to let go of somebody who loves you unconditionally.
Glad you have a new kitty, wish I could have one here but it's not a good place for cats in bear/wolf/coyote/eagle/owl country. And I live in a small cabin, not much room for a kitty to play indoors. Maybe someday I'll have a bigger place and can get another friend, but my economic world will have to see major improvements first.
cui bono
(19,926 posts)I live in a neighborhood that has a lot of hispanics/latinos but not many blacks, to make them feel welcome. It saddens me that black mothers have to teach their kids how to behave in public - in a way that no white mother ever has to - just to attempt to make sure that they survive what should be a normal, peaceful encounter, and surely would be normal and peaceful if they were white.
Scuba
(53,475 posts)... the challenges our black/brown/red/yellow brothers and sisters face every day.
2naSalit
(86,586 posts)many years ago, I recall how the general population was all in a tizzy over tribal treaty rights with regard to rice collection and fishing opportunity. I was appalled at the level of ignorance and racism that I heard.
Seems that some people believe that they are superior to others and that what they believe trumps actual reality... of course it requires a certain level of ignorance to go out of one's way to to buy into such a belief system and be so vocal and overt about it. I see/hear the same kind of stuff here in the Rocky Mountain region.
Sad reality for our nation.
Tikki
(14,557 posts)Just existing is not enough to make me uncomfortable in a person's presence.
Tikki
Plus I like to smile and make people laugh if at all possible.
840high
(17,196 posts)black, purple, pink - people are people.
redqueen
(115,103 posts)drm604
(16,230 posts)this white man doesn't require a smile. I assume nothing bad about anyone who hasn't given me reason to. If anything, I go out of the way to make sure that it's known that I'm not suspicious or fearful. But I realize that I'm in the minority in that respect.
I have noticed black men who seem to be frightened of me and who go out of their way to be overly-apologetic for minor or imagined infractions. It's actually very uncomfortable when it happens but I understand where it comes from.
Quantess
(27,630 posts)Tikki
(14,557 posts)You can smile without opening your mouth...and no one should have to react to the demands of a casual stranger
unless it involves a safety issue.
Tikki
GobBluth
(109 posts)Don't know why. Maybe it's a Minnesota thing? It's just natural when I was growing up. Smile at everyone. Now I live in Florida and people take it weird, but I can't stop, as I feel rude. hmmmmm. Also I lost my hearing and tend to smile even more now, as people have thought I was a huge asshole because I didn't reply to their greeting (that I couldn't hear).
Never stop smiling. Not trying to compare being black to being deaf, but I feel everyone should take my attitude. Fuck them all and smile anyway, let them feel like the assholes. Most won't, but some will. And better yet, you never look like the asshole. Don't smile to placate people, smile to show them what fucking assholes they are. Sorry for all the swearing, but I'm in a mood.
Spitfire of ATJ
(32,723 posts)I do.
But I'm kinda dark myself from the Crow.
After all these years, NOBODY should have to feel "less than" or try to make themselves more acceptable by smiling at ANYONE. My son and I missed the train from Chicago to Ft. Wayne. He HAD to appear in court at a certain time, so we hailed a cab. The driver wore African headress, and had a strong accent. Most pleasant, knowledgeable guy we ever met. We talked politics all the way, and he knew more than most people I know about the political climate in DC. My son and I enjoyed the ride so much, a very pleasant experience. I am certain that cab driver went on to higher education. That was $100 well spent, in pleasant company, excellent driver.
Jamaal510
(10,893 posts)I don't like to just smile at random passerby on the street in general. I haven't really had the problem like what was described in the OP, being raised in a racially and ethnically-diverse city and spending time in socially-progressive areas. That doesn't mean that profiling can't happen somewhere like the Bay Area (or Humboldt County where I have been during the past year), though. Just look at what happened to Oscar Grant at the East Oakland BART station. In fact, even my sister regularly has instances about how she gets stared at and followed in stores.
Obviously many people who look like me haven't been as lucky, and all the horror stories I have heard and read about are unfortunate, to say the least. I hope none of that type of stuff ever happens to me.