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Related: Culture Forums, Support ForumsI picked up my brother's remains at the Post Office the other day.
He died June 9th in an alzheimer's ward in Tucson where he's been for about three years.
During the lock down they would not allow visitations and this year changed to allow visits
if you were fully vaccinated. I did that by the middle of April but wasn't able to get to Tucson
until June 6th, the day before his birthday. I found him in a coma. I spent a while talking to him,
knowing it would be the last time, stroking his hair and had a few tears. Poor guy has been far gone
for quite a while, two Master's degrees, a history whiz.
When the postman brought the box marked Cremated Remains out from the back and put it on
the counter I had the weirdest sensation realizing that my brother Dan was in there. Then the drive home
with me talking to the box. Soon I'll go to put his ashes with my mom's in some trees overlooking an
old ghost town in New Mexico.
Botany
(70,635 posts)marble falls
(57,424 posts)Delphinus
(11,845 posts)a gift.
mercuryblues
(14,552 posts)Phoenix61
(17,023 posts)Alzheimers is a wicked, evil disease.
TNNurse
(6,931 posts)Many years ago my husband and I went with three brothers to take their other brother's ashes to his favorite camping spot. We were with the deceased significant other as well as he knew the place. It was a longer walk than we realized but we were honored to take part. The three took turns carrying the box with the ashes. Yes, there were "He ain't heavy, he's my brother" jokes but we all appreciated what were doing.
You are a good brother still.
malaise
(269,254 posts)mountain grammy
(26,663 posts)Too many sad stories from the last four years.
There's no place I'd rather spend eternity than under a tree in New Mexico.
Marthe48
(17,087 posts)My surviving brother, sister, my husband and I picked up his ashes from the mortuary and I held the box in my lap all the way back to his house. His birthday is this week. He'd be 68.
So sorry for you loss.
FakeNoose
(32,854 posts)Your brother is in a better place now, and his trials are over. May he rest in peace.
You were a kind and loving brother, so remember the good times. When you see your brother in Heaven, you'll have so many great stories to tell him.
PortTack
(32,819 posts)BY KARIN GOTTSHALL
You were carried here by hands
and now the wind has you, gritty
as incense, dark sparkles borne
in the shape of blowing,
this great atmospheric bloom,
spinning under the bridge and expanding
shape of wind and its pattern
of shattering. Having sloughed off
the urn's temporary shape,
there is another of you now
tell me which to speak to:
the one you were, or are, the one who waited
in the ashes for this scattering, or the one
now added to the already haunted woods,
the woods that sigh and shift their leaves
where your mystery billows, then breathes.
MustLoveBeagles
(11,673 posts)bronxiteforever
(9,287 posts)MLAA
(17,360 posts)tavernier
(12,410 posts)My dad is the jokester. He always likes to turn the hose on to my face when Im watering plants. My friend likes it when I do crossword puzzles. He was a big fan, and often he supplies me with words that I have no idea where they came from. My husband laughs at me whenever I lose my shoes or misplace my glasses, and Im pretty certain that hes responsible for half of those incidents. So keep talking, and you will find that your dear brother is still in your world.
iluvtennis
(19,897 posts)Duncanpup
(12,937 posts)Tetrachloride
(7,896 posts)Glad I did.
dewsgirl
(14,961 posts)iluvtennis
(19,897 posts)wryter2000
(46,125 posts)You're right. It's really weird but kind of comforting. Your brother might very well have heard you. It's good that you could be there.
A HERETIC I AM
(24,380 posts)Know he came from stars and will return to them.
cate94
(2,816 posts)Fla Dem
(23,840 posts)MFM008
(19,827 posts)Are still in their living room today.
Just in 2 urns on the bookcase
Surrounded by pictures and mementos.
Niagara
(7,722 posts)Ishoutandscream2
(6,664 posts)You are a good brother. Peace be with you.
housecat
(3,121 posts)PatrickforB
(14,602 posts)And may you be blessed as well for visiting him and talking to him in the coma. Who knows but what he may have heard you?
whistler162
(11,155 posts)someone close around.
When we were packing up my late father's apartment my youngest brother asked me what I had in my trunk. Told him truthfully dad.
MustLoveBeagles
(11,673 posts)crickets
(25,989 posts)Peace to your brother and to you.
William Gustafson
(299 posts)This Wednesday, I will be putting my wife, that passed away on February 14 from compilations of a stroke, into her crypt. It will be hard to realize that she is actually gone, even though her ash's have been sitting on my dresser for the last 5 months. I know that this will be hard for you, as with me, but this may be some closer for us. I will miss her greatly, and still cry when I think about her being gone. One step in front of the other... Hang in there, and realize that as long as they are in your heart and mind, they will never be gone.
mzmolly
(51,016 posts)My condolences to you and your loved ones.
Grins
(7,257 posts)I could barely drive home after that. Its just awful. If it ever happens to me again Ill get a friend to drive me.
Demovictory9
(32,489 posts)HAB911
(8,932 posts)with my brother. Not a day goes by I don't think of him.