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Related: Culture Forums, Support ForumsAsking for vibes for my mum who is palliative. She's in no pain.
I am with her so we are getting closer.... as our relationship changes one more time. Love you mum.
shenmue
(38,506 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)pinboy3niner
(53,339 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)SwissTony
(2,560 posts)My mother passed a couple of years ago, a few days short of becoming 86.
But it was a peaceful passage.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)Raine1967
(11,589 posts)I will light a candle for both of you.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)In_The_Wind
(72,300 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)In_The_Wind
(72,300 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)In_The_Wind
(72,300 posts)I enjoy getting hugs from awesome DUers like you.
Dont call me Shirley
(10,998 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)Phentex
(16,334 posts)happy to hear she is not suffering. Stay strong!
applegrove
(118,636 posts)LiberalLoner
(9,761 posts)I'm sorry.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)femmocrat
(28,394 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)has the best caregivers. She was surrounded by the whole family last week. Lucky is a word that comes to mind (if you ignore the previous 10 years of parkinsons').
LiberalEsto
(22,845 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)lovemydog
(11,833 posts)So good that you are there with her.
Peace.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)auntAgonist
(17,252 posts)as the relationship changes.
The closeness that the next weeks or days and hours afford you and yours are the most precious.
Hold her hand, sing to her if she enjoys that. Read to her. Above all else let her know you love her and only want peaceful rest for her.
My heart goes out to all of you. I know what it's like to lose MY Mother. Each of us is different and I can't pretend to know how you feel. Know that you're not alone though. It seems you have many here who care.
My sincere and heartfelt thoughts to all of you, especially your Mum as she moves on.
aA
kesha
applegrove
(118,636 posts)but I dealt with the past months ago. And remembrances of the good times are rolling in. I reminded her of the time we made trifle and forgot the booze. She went and got a needle from her medical bag and we shot sherry into the cake bits. The trifle was a success. I will remind her tomorrow that she used to take us kids, part our hair on the side, and sit us in the woods to photograph us in some ferns. These are known as the nature boy series. She'll get a kick out of remembering that. Such was her love of nature that she at one time took care of three gardens one summer.
auntAgonist
(17,252 posts)Write some of them down, please.
So much I had hoped to remember .... and didn't.
my heart is with you.
aA
kesha
applegrove
(118,636 posts)riderinthestorm
(23,272 posts)that rare period of togetherness at the end.
Make the most of it and I hope you, your mom and your family know peace and love here at the end.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)grasswire
(50,130 posts)It can mean so much, even in the time of crossing.
Take care of yourself, too. We care.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)some stuff from musicals. What got her though was when I played a youtube of little highland dancers doing the Highland fling. I'm trying every day to think up something new to play for her on my smartphone. There is a TV chanel that plays instrumental songs overlay ed with nature sounds. The other night the nature was a thunder storm. She loved thunderstorms and would open all the doors and windows so she could hear it all. Very peaceful.
grasswire
(50,130 posts)I know that my elderly aunt dearly loves to hear those old songs on a station that plays that era.
Oh, also.....I bought my other elderly aunt a CD of Andy Griffith singing old hymns. The voice was so familiar, and the songs too. Just a thought.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)But found none that got her going. I had a bit more success with songs from the next two decades of her life.
marzipanni
(6,011 posts)Last edited Thu Apr 16, 2015, 12:30 AM - Edit history (1)
Listen to sounds from around the world in "one minute vacations"
(I'm sorry the text seems so small, I can zoom in but I don't know if you can read the descriptions on a smartphone)
http://www.quietamerican.org/vacation.html
2 samples-
'The afternoon of April 18, 2002 was peppered with numerous, very brief, hail storms. This one was recorded in Earl's cattle shed, with steel fence, watering pond and spring peepers about one mile north of LaFarge, Wisconsin.' This one-minute vacation was contributed by Rob Danielson.
http://www.quietamerican.org/download/other/LastOfHailStorm.mp3
Today's contributor, composer-with-sound Joseph Young, takes us into 'a thunderstorm in northern Italy captured on a recent family holiday. The environment around Lake Como is surprisingly lush and green given that temperatures are regularly up in the mid 30's [that's upper-90's for you ametrical Americans -Ed.] during the summer months. The greenery is comes from the heavy thunderstorms that occur on a regular (weekly?) basis.
http://www.quietamerican.org/download/other/Lambrugo_thunderstorm.mp3
Thinking of you and your mom, sending love ✉ ~~~~~~ ♥
applegrove
(118,636 posts)irisblue
(32,969 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)The Velveteen Ocelot
(115,681 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)KMOD
(7,906 posts)for your and your mom, applegrove.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)Joe Shlabotnik
(5,604 posts)Best wishes Applegrove. Tough times indeed, wishing you strength, and a pathway to peace for all.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)blogslut
(38,000 posts)May there be peace and love for you both.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)magical thyme
(14,881 posts)applegrove
(118,636 posts)fizzgig
(24,146 posts)i am glad you are with her, my friend
applegrove
(118,636 posts)hippywife
(22,767 posts)Nearly four years ago, I was in nearly the same circumstances as you are now with my own mom before she passed within the week, and a similarly strained and somewhat distant relationship, though we both loved one another very much. I still carry the pain of that time around with me to this very day.
My only advice, if you'll allow: We always think we have more time. If anything is still weighing on your heart, don't wait for tomorrow. It's not ours to claim.
Sending wishes that she feels nothing but peace and that you'll be able to walk away with the same, no regrets.
applegrove
(118,636 posts)years. Then 6 months ago when she stopped eating much at all, all kinds of feeling started to come up. I've dealt with them one after another and am in a good place now. I'm dreading the end. She is not one to talk about feelings so I'm respecting that. She did ask me to buy her a book so she could write in it. I wrote I LOVE YOU on one of the first pages. She had a smile for me even after her nap that day. So there are great moments. Even in our quiet way.
Skittles
(153,150 posts)my best for her, and you
I notice you call her mum, as I did my own (my mum was a Brit)
applegrove
(118,636 posts)Nova Scotia heritage. Thanks.
MissDeeds
(7,499 posts)I went through this with my mom in late September. She died October 1. Our relationship was rocky and challenging, but she was my mom and I loved her.
In the month before she died, I stopped by the store to pick up a few things for her to have in her goody basket. The lady at the check out and I started talking and I told her that Mom's time was coming to a close. She said she had been through it herself not long ago, and with tears in her eyes, she said "I wish you grace." That was the most beautiful and healing thing I could have heard at that time, so dear applegrove, I wish you grace. You and your mom are in my thoughts and prayers.