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Related: About this forumI Grew Up in the Kind of Family Beloved By Republicans -- And It Was Hell
http://www.alternet.org/tea-party-and-right/i-grew-kind-family-beloved-republicans-and-it-was-hellMy father asks me what four times four is, and all I can think is eight, though I know thats wrong; whether its better safer to be wrong or to say, I dont know, depends upon his mood. The way my mother smiles at me as she clears my plate is of no help, theres no telltale tightness in her eyes. He drums the flashcard against the tabletop and sighs. My fingers worry the edges of the iron-on patches a rabbit and a duck that Mom has fixed to my corduroy jumper. I gamble on eight, but a yawn slips out instead. I havent even closed my mouth before he smacks it open again. He backhands me hard enough to blot out the world.
The family at the kitchen table is an indelible image, classic Americana. It sells pancakes and life insurance, and every four years, it peddles politicians. Each election cycle, the steely female narrators of campaign ads ask us to consider which candidate is best for American families, families that mightve looked like mine until my fathers hand left me deaf and reeling for days.
I grew up in the kind of two-parent, father-makes-the-bacon, mother-fries-it-up home that Mitt Romney waxed ecstatic about when fielding a debate question on gun violence : We need moms and dads helping raise kids to tell our kids that before they have babies, they ought to think about getting married to someone thats a great idea because if theres a two-parent family, the prospect of living in poverty goes down dramatically.
mike_c
(36,281 posts)...and it was much as you described except that dad had violent mood swings and drank himself into oblivion by 9:00 PM most nights while mom was a passive aggressive house troll who hated the life she was trapped in but didn't have any notion of how to change it. A lovely childhood, not. I'm nearly 60 and I've been in therapy for the last ten years. Ten years. That shit follows you around for the rest of your life unless you find a way to scrape it off your soul.
LeftofObama
(4,243 posts)A dad who looked for any reason to beat the shit out of me with a belt. A domineering mother who always and I mean ALWAYS got her way, and if she didn't she would call you every name in the book and tell you how you were nothing but a worthless idiot. Once she got whatever it was she wanted there weren't enough kind words to describe you.
My dad died 5 years ago and I haven't missed him a day since he's been gone. My mom is 83 and I don't know what I did to deserve it, but I'm the one who has to take care of her. Some days I don't even feel like getting out of bed.
left-of-center2012
(34,195 posts)I think xchrom, Mike and I must be siblings.
William769
(55,147 posts)Amimnoch
(4,558 posts)It saddens me greatly to think what life would be like growing up in that kind of environment.
I was fortunate enough to be raised by "flower children" of the 60's. There's only 2 times in my life that my father ever struck me, both were in my teens, and I must admit... I REALLY pushed for it.. and both times, he most definitely felt much worse about it than I did.
I was raised with the principles to love all of mankind. To treat all people according to their actions, and never appearance. Coming out to my parents was amazingly easy. My father is gone now, and I miss him horribly. My mother is so wonderful and loving. My husband is treated as a son by her in every way. For my mother the only thing about my homosexuality that ever bothered her... she really really really wants grandchildren from me I think she's accepted that isn't going to happen though.
So, coming from a family like mine, the kind of experience you mention is a totally alien concept.. but it sounds absolutely horrendous.
jhrobbins
(1,633 posts)and I cannot imagine what it must be like to grow up afraid of your parents. Mine were so unbelievably loving and kind and terrific and every day I miss them so very, very much. And my Mother loved my 'husband' as well, my father never got to really know him.
I have often wondered why parents that abuse their kids even had kids to begin with.