Feeling so tired

Day in day out I am at my apartment alone. Can't see my therapist because I don't have the net, can't afford it because Verizon has a monopoly at my apartment complex.

I feel as though I am fading.

I spend time on du, I have the TV on to give the feel I am not alone.
I have lost motivation. It's really hard.
Wish I could sleep until this is all over.

It's not like I went out much before the quarentine. I had a few friends stop by and hang out. But not anymore.

It sucks to be alone like this .

Wish I had enough money to actually afford the net and cable and a decent computer.

So at least I could see my therapist.