Sudden death of my brother, 2 months after my father died of pancreatic cancer

[Fla Dem]

36. I am sorry you've lost not only your Dad recently, but now also your brother.

I am really sorry for the life you've had which sounds like a really toxic family. What a terrible thing to have to endure your whole life, No wonder you have anxiety attacks, suicidal thoughts and depression. That is no way to live your life.

With your brother gone, you really do not have any reason to interact with his wife. That may alleviate some of the problem. But I do hope that you'll be able reconcile, or at least have a near normal relationship with your sisters. It sounds as if your brother was the source of a lot of the tension in the family. Not being insensitive, but with him gone, it may allow the four of you to actually get along.

You never mentioned your mother.