Reply #2: This so terrifies me [View All]

[Mari333]

Im so sorry for the families..and this kid..who was so terrified he did this..my god what is going on why are all the talking heads ignoring this.
My stepson is over there now..I heard his voice cracking on the phone, he is starting NOW to think this wasnt a good idea..but its too late now, hes there today..I have no idea where...no one tells us anything..
so I have to sit and think of him..I know his personality..he has lived with us since he was 18..he has a short fuse, he has some anger issues with his mom..thats what worries me..his short fuse..I tried, when he moved in with us, to give him some love and attention, to treat him with some gentleness and show him that its okay to show your feelings and cry and have emotion..but Im afraid for him.Im afraid he will be in a situation that is horrible and he will blow..or turn it on himself...he did cry when he left here..
god, this year will be a nightmare. I will watch the news and wonder daily, and think rationally that he will probably be fine, but I still worry and I think thats normal no matter what anyone says.