Reply #8: yeah the world is pretty much over [View All]

[Mobius]

Oddly it's not my bullshit that seems to be the problem. Its other people. I have my best friend that wants to die because he can no longer deal with the horrific abuse he suffered as a child. He has no insurance, so hes pretty much doomed. He told me today hes buying 50 vicodin to kill himself on wednesday and will I take 2 of his cats. He injured his wrist while doing a 16 hour concrete shift , and his boss wouldnt let him have off, so he had to quit. He is a phenominally gifted guitar player, but most likel;y noone will ever hear it. I dont have money, noone in his family has money, I have just gotten done calling them all. I can no longer do anything else. Except wait. I have the key to his apartment and plan on calling an ambulance if necessary. I am calling my own shrink tomorrow, but I dont know what she can do, but im sure she knows things I dont. The only reason Im here now is because he kicked me out because I was telling him he was being selfish, because I have told him thousands of other things that didnt work. He is quite large and was getting angry. Hes not rational, and I dont know what to do anymore. He has an IQ of 164, but intelligence to the economically disadvantaged in this society is actually a curse. Im sorry I cant write anymore.