Reply #8: Same here [View All]

[FreedomAngel82]

For the past eight years I've always said prayers before I fall asleep. When I go to bed and lay there that's when I can just think and pray and all that. Nothing ever seems to happen. I know in a lot of ways I'm very lucky. I have my family, materialistic items, a house and for the most part I'm pretty healthy and things like that. I know healing energy works for others that I send because of when I've helped friends and stuff. Once a friend was looking to find a cat for a good price to give to someone for a present so I sent this friend some good luck positive energy. The next day (or maybe two days later) she told me that she found a cat for free. Then her now boyfriend had a friend who shot himself and he was in the hospital pretty badly and I sent some healing energy and it seemed to work for him too. So I don't know why it doesn't work for me. :shrug: *sigh* I guess everything with me is backwards for some reason. Whenever I was younger and would make friends I would start to open up to them and show them my real self and think "maybe I have a friend now" and then shortly later they would leave for someone more worthy. :shrug: So I've gotten used to being on my own even though I do have my brother and my parents and a few acquantiances.