Reply #14: Oh, I can relate here, too! [View All]

[DemExpat]

I try to refresh my soul either by doing things positive I like, going to church, spending time with various family members and even sending myself healing energy even if it doesn't seem to work on me. Whenever I do send myself healing energy it's as if the next few days something negative happens to me. I don't know why. The first time I decided to start sending myself healing energy for my emotions a cd player and cd was stolen. The second time a friend left my life cause we had an argument about something. I've often wondered if I was just born cursed. I've always wanted to be accepted somewhere in life, but maybe I just try too hard. Or maybe not enough.

What stands out to me in your post about your experience is that you sent healing energy to yourself maybe without really believing it, so it gets transformed on the way by the negative expectations somehow.
THis is similar to me to the mirror technique of looking into your own eyes and telling yourself how much you love and appreciate yourself (Louise Hay too, I think)......I have only been able to do this once or twice in the past decades !!!! because it feels so FAKE, contrived, embarrassing somehow to do this.

Yet I have heard from many people that this exercise really, really works - doing it everyday, several times a day.

Which reminds me to put a note on my mirrors to do just this.

:hi:
Thanks.....:hug:

DemEx