I can't take anymore [View All]

[blues90]

I have just about had it . Nothing seems to add up and nothing seems to be going anywhere . Each day there is some other horrific change for the worse and each day I find it more difficult to find any sort of balance in life .

There is all the old would have , should have , could have but now that does not seem to matter much anymore .

I know I made alot of the wrong choices in life but now with things being so different this does not matter at all .

I find even the things that used to seem important no longer do , one was my guitar and music but even this has become stale as music has changed or morphed into something that is not music anylonger and playing the same old songs does not cut it anymore .

I used to listen to alot of liberal radio but I find I have had to cut that back alot , you can only take so much of this surreal planet .

There are short bursts where some movie I never saw may come on and take me away for an hour or so , the old music just makes me sad that times have become what they are now .

I can't stand the high tech world with all of it's said greatness and promise , promise of what ?

The only thing on my side is that I am old now , I can't imagine being a teen these days unless they have become adjusted to the ways of this world being somehow normal , perhaps they have .

I suppose if you have children or grandchildren things are alot different and you are in touch with today .

Seven years of this endless horror is far to much to handle with no light at the end of the tunnel .

I know people who are my age and go on without knowing anything about what is going on and perhaps they are the lucky ones .