Reply #19: what you said even tho [View All]

[undergroundpanther]

taken from a movie, is true.
The system is the enemy,as is the abuser of power and trust. As is the sociopath and neighborhood bully,all of them are"the system" .And through systemic child abuse and conditioning that our culture has normalized as part of growing up it bit by bit murders us inside.Gradually experinces of the system's, systems will build the mind-prison inside each of us .Day by day it is reinforced . by well meaning people,assholes alike and bystanders even people ,people who just assume it is the way it is and it will stay the way it is,they all reinforce the learned helplessness and apathy,and dependence..We are taught,trained conditioned abused,cradle to grave even by our own parents until the bars are made invisible,thus unconsious. We, en masse become socialized or systemized. We live in a state of dissociated,compartmentalized "controlled insanity" .
The ones of us that DO "go insane" are the ones that see this invisible cage all around them and are so horrified they cannot form or extract any sort of meaning out of any of the wreckage and so they they go away to live in thier own minds because out here is just too threatening and perverse to try to preserve them self,trying to unsee what has been seen .People try this at a great cost.Others that do see but are wounded by it,so they live in perpetual pain or deal with depression or trauma issues.

This is one reason I hate this existence.Instead of going into my own mind or blaming myself or whatever. and playing the "game" of life, I just hate the "matrix" that demands how we are forced to live. It has hated me for as long as I can remember,it tortured me, it used it's tactics and agents bully and 'professional' alike of abuse to break me, force compliance,tried to get me to respect authority, do what they wanted me to,be what they wanted me to be,deny what I saw felt and knew,and most of all to forget who and what the enemy is,and to tolerate abuse and soul murder.

But here I am scarred as hell my mind wounded by the many attempts of "the system" and it's"agents to remake me into someone else.To control, to blind me, drug away my voice, humiliate me,torture away what I know and even through all the mind games,isolation,lies and abuses from many directions at once,I still remember what and whom my enemy is, and I still hate it all with my whole heart. I will not submit or forget ...EVER.

For it is true, once you let yourself see it,and take in the red pill, or more accurately hold onto the red pill of your original awareness of what the system is and is doing to you and that horrific epiphany of what has been done to all of us,is comprehended really and not compartmentalized away ,you can never unsee it again.Even if you go insane trying not to see it,you see it.

http://www.psychohistory.com/htm/05_history.html